Seeing other frds finish their 4 yrs of graduation....convocation...grad photos....to see their happy faces...i have the sudden urge to graduate with them. Yet i still have a full year of school before that can actually happen....recently i have been hit with the disease...i've been hit with the "i just need to pass my courses disease..." and i have lost all motivation to do well in my courses...everything is just aim to passs...aim not to fail....aim to just graduate...
Yet i have had the luxury of co-op....to actually work before my peers...to actually experience the workforce....experience the pain of getting worked like a bitch...the late nights....the 9~12....during my co-op term i constantly reminded myself that: "i am only here for 4 months...then its back to school...it will be over soon" But once i graduate, hit the workforce i'm there forever...
So to be or not to be...that is not the question....the really question is to graduate or not graduate...
done first week of work already...surprisingly everything seemed to pick off where i left it....i didn't forget how to roll forward a caseware file, or file a nil return. Smooth transmission...is what i like to call it. Audit work next week already, the managers and supervisors seems to expect more and more out of the co-op students....shit....my charge rate is $135...
It was raining like shit this morning....and walking to school...got me thinking again....for some reason, it just poped in my mind....although its already been several months, but somehow i suddenly feeling of betrayal that i thought i put down before the summer break....apprentantly, the level of friendship was not mutual...some how deep down i knew it would happen, and you, full of wisdom also reminded me and warned me in first year already....i'm upset, hopefully only for a short period....hopefully, its the last time
